Heart Fast

God is impressing in my heart to have a heart fast... Just be steadfast to Him and pray and intercede for others. Forgetting what I feel just for a time being. He will do His part.

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Ready Again

It's funny how the Lord revived my heart again. After 5 years of hurt, pain and rejection, I can't live but to exercise the gift God has given me...His heart.

His heart. It is His. I just needed to rest for a while and realize many things in life is not mine. It's just borrowed. What I do with it will show how meaningful I lived my life.

Now, in the purest sense of the word, I can't help it. I exist to love. To express His love to people come in my way.

But I know, I will hurt. Jesus too was not spared from the pain from the very people He loved are those people who failed Him.

When that time comes, I pray for humility and strength to love more and leave everything to God.

This is His gift. I shouldn't shut it just because of fear of getting hurt.

And He is faithful and just. I will receive my reward soon..very soon.. In Jesus' name. Amen

Delight in Waiting

It's a roller coaster ride for me these past months. I enjoyed, I fret, I felt loved, I expressed love, hurt, crushed,angry, betrayed, pushed to the limits, esteem crushed, dream again, and laying it all again.

It's another way of learning and discipline in the Lord. But I learned again that it is difficult when emotions get in the way. But I learned to be shrewd like serpents but harmless as doves.

Still, it's difficult.

But His grace is all sufficient. It's enough and always new in the morning.

My First Love reminded me of this, "Let Me be your delight, and I will grant your heart's desire."

Yes. I will again. It's worth the wait and to be delighted in You.

Just Be Without Me

Hindi ako nagpapamiss. I guess when everything seems out of order, it is best for me to be silent and let God do His part in fixing things. In fixing the heart. This is a discipline of trust for me. Trusting the Lord knows and does what is best for all of us. Just be…BE. Just be without me. God will have His way in you. Rest assured I’m doing this because I’m a friend. And I’m obeying God rather than men and even myself.