Friday, October 08, 2004

Affirmation

Lord, in times like this, thanks for keeping me sane and for providing people who uphold me in prayer and support. Thank you for showering your grace and mercies to them that they are real vessels of your love towards me. Bless them abundantly.

Jun-Numeriano- thanks for keeping me sane. Thanks for the Reality Check once in a while. Thanks for your sisterly love. I really appreciate it.May God continue to grant the desires of your heart.

Sherry- Thanks for helping me to realize things that I keep on denying. And for helping me to realize that my Big Dream can only be done in God’s time. Thanks for reminding me that my timetable is not God’s timetable. I love you sis. I am giving you the right to rebuke me.

Ate Jo- thanks for your prayers and your understanding smile that keeps me go one with my walk with Christ. Just like Sherry, I’m giving you the right, by all means, to correct me, rebuke me and make me return to my senses. Love you ate.

Ate Mildred- Thank you very much for your life. I respect you, I admire your passion to make a change in your community. Just like you, It is also my prayer to make an impact to the place where God place me.

Ate Grace- you know my mischief but still accept me as I am. You are a real woman of God. I love you.

Ate Gerlen and Kuya Nono
- Your love life inspires me and gives me hope that someday, the Lord has someone for me, with the same passion and calling for Him. Just have to wait. hahahah…also, thanks for your trust,support and understanding. I love you both.

Pastor Rex
- I really see Jesus Christ in you. Thank you.

People hurt you, but there are still people who keeps you to focus to the right direction JESUS. Thank you Lord for placing them in my life. I hope and pray for people who will come in my life that I could consider them as my precious jems.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Quiet time

I just finished my Quiet Time. The Lord is very timely in His message for me. It is all about Unity in the Body of Christ. In Ephesians 4: 1-16
The verses that really spoke to me was… “ Live a Life worthy of the calling you have received.” I was so radical these days. My heart is very antagonistic of the reality I was seeing in my environment. I cannot balance things and what I ought to feel.
My dream is too Big for me, my hopes are Big for me. Way too idealistic. But I don’t care. Much to my ideals, I need somebody who I could share my real self and be what I can be. I can’t stay long to a place where I cannot connect. So that’s why I’m hoping and praying that when I get a job, it is a conducive place for healthy relationship. There can be times of misunderstanding, but you know for sure that people would accept you for who you are and would be supportive.
“ Live a Life worthy of the calling you have received.” Thank God for this message. I forgot about this. To live out my life worthy of God’s calling. I was down with disappointments in life that I forgot that God has called me for something.
Just when the time I feel that I’m over, the Lord has his way of communicating with me. He is like telling me, “ My child, there is a bigger picture than you think…”
I’m not giving up my dreams. Maybe, it is not yet time…but even if my dreams won’t come true, I have my God who knows my heart and is sovereign of what will happen to my life. And besides, I’m waiting for the time that I could see Jesus’ smile on his face and say, “Well done, my good and faithful servant.”
I don’t know what will happen to me. May it be for the best or for the worst, may God’s name be praised.
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