What happened to me?

I got this short reflection from a friend from her blog.

SOWING WITH TEARS Is what I'm doing right now. Though I scatter the seed while weeping, I believe in the harvest.

I was doing this before. What happened to me? i allowed my hurt to subdue me...I should re-learn this thing once again. Only through bended knees we can draw people in the Lord. This is not an easy thing to do. In fact,it hurts. Through hurts and pruning from Him and in the ministry can I can grow and be a tree that is planted in the waters and bears fruit.

Focus dear...you have so many things to do. But rest in God's care. You are loved.